=] day two. going very well.
My intake so far.
b=90 cal. special k bar (vitamin and aleve….yeah cramps.)
l=half a raisin and oatmeal bar from quaker ~ 45 ish cals. (two pieces of gum=7 cals =] sugar free trident kind)
d=tba
Didn’t get up for a walk, well I did, but I felt like complete shit.
and besides, I’m having my monthly doom, so yeah, I feel even more like shit.
Lots of water, so far.
You know I’ve never heard my stomach growl? It sounds like….nothing I’ve ever heard before. And I’m learning to love it. that feeling of emptiness inside of me. I absolutely indulge in it….it’s great =D
whenever my stomach growls I tell myself that this is me in control. this is self discipline, this is my goal, my future. And I tell it to shut its self up, and I go back to whatever it was that I was doing.
you know what else I love? The fact that my breakfasts used to be around 600 some cals or more way back. And now I’m dropping them to under 100?? I love it. I absolutely love it.
What I’m wondering now is, why did it take me so long to gain this control? Did all of you go through a rocky road before you were able to officially control your restrictions and ignore the hunger? Because it took me a month…a friggin month. But I’m just happy that I’ve finally gained control.
This weekend, me and my sis are going to go to the bike trail. If any of you knew or me, and if I could trust you, I’d say meet us there. But alas, no can do.
And we’ll also be running this weekend, don’t know how much, but we will. =]
Stay strong girls!