I didn’t exactly binge this weekend, but I wanted to purge my dinner last night. I couldn’t though, my parents were watching me for some reason.

I went out for a run this morning. Went farther than I ever have, and I pushed myself, even though my breathing hurt. I don’t care. Anything to burn burn burn this fat.

I had 90 cals for bfast, and about 100 for lunch. So that keeps me in the low range. <3 go me.
when I get home, I’m not eating anything but an apple. And then maybe some dinner, even though i don’t want to. But my mom will make me.

Now, this is the funny part. If you saw me right now, you’d never think I’m ana/mia, but I am. My mom thinks I’m not eating enough, even knowing I’m about 300 lbs. Fucked up, right? exactly…She says, you don’t eat much lisa, I never see you eat. I’m thinking, well damn, if I didn’t eat, I wouldn’t be so damn FAT.

I feel sorry for her. She’s blind to all of this. But who cares…

I might get my nails done soon. Gels, =] I love those so much.

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